Headed South!

Headed South!

Hi Everyone!

Thanks to generous sponsors and people I am headed to Jamaica, Brazil, and Cuba for their respective International Tournaments. I leave feb 25 for a few weeks of tournaments!

Since Nationals I have been training, working, and coaching, in Manitoba preparing as best I can for these tournaments.  A few people here have been key in helping me improve and work on my game and I really appreciate their help!

I am very excited to be competing again, and hopefully improve upon my past results. I have learned a lot these past few months, and I am excited to put it all into practice!

Thanks again to everyone who supports me!


Malaysia International

While training in China I got to play the Malaysia International. It was a rough match because I ate some bad food and found myself quite sick going into the game. However, it was a good experience to see the level at a small international tournament in Asia. it was quite different than playing in Pan America.

If you are interested in helping me continue my journey please consider donating here:  https://www.gofundme.com/kevinbarkmanbadminton


Mexico International

Thanks to the Generosity of some good friends I was able to go play the Mexico International in Aguascalientes. I lost in the round of 16, but  it was a great experience and I found some real parts of my game that need improvement. It was also hard to see my level drop after my training in China, but it was good to see what needed done to get back to playing better.

Part 1:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3tjgRtDT5Ls

Part 2:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WNR7aIU4dI

Becoming The Best, Or The Best Me?

2017 Yonex National Championships. 

This year was probably one of the weakest years in terms of draw depth in Mens Singles since I first went to Sr Nationals. It was kind of depressing then for me to lose in quarter finals to an athlete younger than myself. It is humbling too. There was a day when i was that young gun winning things (never a national title) and getting attention. Those days are over. I am now an old guy who works too much, tries to go to school, and as much as he can, trains. The kids say I am old, and the veterans still view me as kid, not yet ready to win. Which is fair, I haven’t won yet. Sometimes it feels like I don’t win anything. Sometimes I wonder why I put every spare minute and every last penny into training and competing. This past year has not been the ideal training time. I worked a lot, and hardly got on court. I did my footwork in the grass, and my intervals on hills in the back country. It’s not exactly professional training. 

I don’t know what is coming next. I don’t know if I will be able to make it to the top. I am getting older by the day, and these kids are better than I am. 

But somehow, I don’t want to quit. In fact I think I am addicted to trying to improve. I think if I had all the opportunities of some of my competition I wouldn’t enjoy it so much. I enjoy fighting for ways to train, and doing things a way no one else has. As far as I know there aren’t any coaches who plan on footwork in the snow in boots and a parka. But if it hasn’t been proven to fail, perhaps it still has a chance to succeed. 

So in the end the question is, do I train to become the best? Or train harder yet because I am training against myself, to become the best me? 

And maybe that is how I will become the best. Or maybe that is how I find out I cannot become the best. But if I end up with the best me, the best badminton player, the best athlete I can become, has my training failed? Have I failed? 

As much as I can, I will walk in the footsteps of those who have gone before me. But as much as they had to carve their own way due to circumstances, so I have to forge my own path ahead using what wisdom is passed down to me. 

The Unimportant Important -Eastman Open

Sometimes what we mean to do for other people, ends up helping us most. Maybe it does not help us in the ways we want, or even in the ways we think we need most. That doesn’t mean it is not an opportunity to do what are called to do.  

I have played some tournaments in the past that didn’t seem to fit into my training regimen or to be as valuable in my atheletic pursuits as simply training. But often times these small tournaments are connecting points with the people who put time, effort, and money into me, as well as an opportunity for me to do what I believe is important such as helping amd encouraging the next generation of athletes. 

I recently played the Eastman Open, a very small tournament, and had a blast. I got to meet and talk to a lot of fantastic people, as well as play doubles with a good friend, and talk to a bunch of kids I had coached at various camps. I can’t say there was much competition , or that it was amazing preparation for National Championships, but it was a great opportunity. 

Champions of Eastman Open

I am now at the 2017 National Championships. I just finished my practice for today and I am trying to prepare for my game tomorrow. Another step in the journey, and I guess we will find out just how far I have come. Or what needs to come next. 

The Value of Process 

Process is long way to reaching a goal you can’t reach the short way. Or at least that’s how I view. It’s doing all the things you can, and should to make sure you make it to the end of the race. 

I have had a few sports psychologists work with me in the past and all of them say the same thing – visualize. This always cracked me up, because what else would I be doing in my spare time besides replaying past rallies, visualizing perfect strokes, working through tactical errors I made? How else would I fall asleep besides walking moment by moment, stroke by stroke, through every rally, every situation, every tournament I had played, and wanted to play in the future? 

The fact is that I don’t have amazing coaching every day, I don’t have that constant reminder of what is perfect. I have to do that myself. After someone tells me what is perfect, shows me what is perfect I have to remind myself day and night. And that is a process. It’s not as fast as having someone yell at you every day at practice. I don’t always see everything right. For a long time I had a very defensive view of the game, so I watched as my defence improved, but a great coach reminded me that it’s hard to win games purely on defence. So I began to focus more on offence, but it was still wrong. I am still not all the way right, but every piece of right I get from someone I review over and over till it’s perfect in my mind. Till my arms start moving in my sleep and I lose focus at school because I can’t get the stroke out of my mind. 

But process is more than just visualization. In fact visualizing might just be a small part in the every day process of improving. 

Often the biggest hinderence to me training as much as I should is injury. I remember the first day I realized I could help myself prevent injuries and increase performance by working on mobility. I was 14 at the time, and the realization made me ecstatic. I could now visualize and work on something when I was resting. 

As I got older and busier I spent less time working on injury prevention and more time training. Got to get those gains! That backfired when I had to spend six weeks not playing because of a knee injury. Maybe the slow every day process of stretching and rolling and doing mobility exercises was worth while after all. It’s a slow process, but the process taught me to stop what I was doing to look into the future and work on making sure I could keep training. That is a lot harder than just pushing through some pain for a day, but the reward is avoiding those injuries that could keep me out of training. 

Process. It’s doing the little things every day that add up. Whether that is visualizing or stretching and warming up properly. The value is in the process, so when you get back to training, don’t forget to do the little things that will ensure you improve in the long run. 

Lilac Tournament

This past weekend was the Spokane Lilac Badminton Tournament. It was a great tournament with a real highlight being the participation of Olympian Toby Ng. The Spoksman review wrote up a great article on the tournament as well which can be found here.

In the end I lost to Toby in both singles and mixed doubles finals, but won the men’s doubles with him.

I love the atmosphere of small tournaments. Everyone was friendly and relaxed. The competition was great, but at the end of the day we are all friends.

Eric Lee and all the volunteers did an amazing job of organizing the event and keeping it running smoothly.

Since the US Open I could see an improvement in strength, which was an encouragement. It’s always encouraging to see some things moving forward. I thank Workoutanywhere, Rundlefit- Justin and Jessica Rundle for those improvements. They have been great working with me daily to improve my physical game. There is still a lot to be done, but forward motion is the first step! My shot quality was quite low this tournament due to not having much on court training recently, but hopefully I can move forward with that as well. One step at a time.

Toby is always a great athlete to learn from and after our matches he gave me a lot of great advice to help me move forward. Key number one: don’t show emotion to your opponent. When you do, you feed their mental game, giving them an edge. I have a lot to work on before my next event. I am excited to be back at training.

My next event planned is the K&D Graphic USA international tournament on December 14-18, if possible. If you want to help me get there check out my gofund me page here

Thanks to all my sponsors and the individuals who are making this possible.